works by william pham, 2005-present

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We are all housetigers

We are all housetigers living in cages that we built ourselves
from slices of bamboo imported from Communist Vietnam,
laid in crossing patterns and bound together with
rice paper that we left in the near-boiling water for
just a little too long; we tried to follow the pictorial directions
that IKEA included in the do-it-yourself kit but we missed
something along the way.  Our mothers who taught us how to cook
never told us the exact measurements; we dole out fish sauce,
oyster sauce, and shouts and screams in uneven amounts
and we wish we knew whether or not to hit our children --
did they make us strong like the synthesizers producing drumbeats
keeping time to the belt straps and backhands, and roaring of the
engines that took our mothers and fathers away from their rivers, or
did we all turn out a little wrong?

We are all housetigers living in cages that we built ourselves
from slices of bamboo imported from Saigon by helicopters,
cargo planes, and boats made of rice paper that we left in
the near-boiling water for just a little too long; we let
the pirates get to them, we let the pirates wrap the boats in
bureaucratic red tape like lines of Sriracha chili paste.
It's been thirty years and it will be thirty more before
we the children of the dragon king burst through the thin
shells of our dragon eggs and build ourselves homes
instead of cages -- these cages that we built from shouts
and screams in uneven amounts, did they make us strong like tigers,
like a million fishermen and fisherwomen
rising from lacquered wood to defend our rivers,
our wives our husbands our sons and daughters, or
did we all turn out a little wrong?

copyright (c) 2006 by william pham